To my best friends; PMu9u5630 26, 2007

I know that i haven’t been a good friend recently. To be completely honest i was so wrapped up in my own thoughts that i didn’t think of how i was hurting you.

You ask me why i never share my secrets with you anymore… It’s not that they are secrets, it’s just about something that happened with another friend. Even though you guys are my best friends, sometimes people have to keep other peoples secrets, even if it means their best friends being mad. I don’t like to tell other peoples secrets, so this is why i have not told you. Not because i don’t like you anymore, or you are a crappy friend… simply because I’m being a good friend.

As for you guys getting mad at me for walking with other people… That is just lame. Seriously. I never tell you who to walk or talk with, so why do you do it to me? These people are also my friends, just because i talk to them, it doesn’t mean that you aren’t my best friends. That is just stupid. At the end of the day, if something happened to me, they wouldn’t be there, you would. You are what i call a true best friend.

I just want all of this to stop. I can be friends with many people. Please, just don’t be mad at me. It is a pathetic reason to loose a friend.

Saturday, March 22, 2008 PMu7u1731 26, 2007

I think this is going to be the most random-est  posts i have ever written.

So lately i have been quite down for a few reasons. Firstly, my sister is moving back to England in June, for good. At first i thought that if thats what she really wanted, then it was okay with me. For the past few weeks i have realized how different it is going to be without her. Who’s clothes am i going to steal? Who am i going to be able to talk to about everything to? I know that she doesn’t want to live in Brazil because she misses her boyfriend and her friends, but i am the same. This may sound selfish but doesn’t she care what-so-ever about how this is going to effect me?

Just to make my week even shittier… My best friend Katie was supposed to be arriving in Brazil today, but unfortunately her Grandma passed away. I knew that she was very close to her, and is really upset. The funeral is when she was supposed to be here, so she couldn’t come. That made me really upset because i had met her Grandma before and she is the loveliest person in the world… and she makes the best brownies! I was looking forward to her visit. I understand why she can’t come. I hope she feels happier soon.

Oh, and i just want to say a little congratulations to Eric and Carol; it has been 6 months yesterday. They look super cute together and i hope they are together for a long time.

November 1st 2007 PMu7u3630 26, 2007

What could possible be a better start to a beautiful month that a big old thunderstorm. I used to hate the rain, but lately i have been wishing for the rain. This morning i woke up, opened my balcony doors and all i could smell was dirt… Rain. At that moment i was up and awake. I pulled a nice back and white dress out of my closet, looked in the mirror and a huge smile was on my face. Now all i was doing was waiting impatiently for the rain.

When i told my friend Katie that it was raining, she relpied ‘unlucky’. Obviously she didn’t get my sence of satisfaction by the rain. But just sitting there, looking out my balcony door at the rain, seemed rather relaxing.

Weather forcast for the rest of the weekend… Rain. Phew.
Thanks.

September 25th 2007 AMu10u2430 26, 2007

I’m feeling completely and utterly, physically and mentally exhausted.

I think that just about summs up my day so far.

I have an excruciating pain in my head… aka a headache.
Stomach ache
Full body ache.
And my teeth are hurting.

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But on the bright side, i slept with my teddy last night (i havent for like 3 years) and it was the best 4 hours slep i have ever had.

September 24th 2007 PMu6u2230 26, 2007

Well… According to Ranato, he has a Vagina. ( Yes i am confused)

I am having a real difficulty with two peices of homework:

• Current Events For English
• Geography Essay.Help would be very very very very very Much appreaciated.*cough*SOFY,CHIRS,ALVY!!!!!!*cough*

  23 days untill i go to england
  and not many tillwe go on our trip.
  Double YAY!

September 23rd 2007 PMu3u5230 26, 2007

Well. This week has been pretty okayish.

Big news though. My internet wasn’t working so i had to use the computer down stairs. So i did my daily routine… Msn, Myspace, Bebo ,and WordPress. So whn i signed into Msn my current boyfriend Michael (10 months tomorrow!!) was online.

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When you sign into msn it will have the name you had when you last signed in on THAT computer. Just getting that straight. This is going to be one of those ‘He said, then she said….’ ones.

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So then Michael was just like so i’m guessing we are over then. I was really confused and didn’t have a clue what he was talking about so i responded ‘Huh?’
Then he said ‘ Don’t play stupid with me. Do you not have any feelings for anyone else but yourself? Pretty nice that i had to find out about it by your msn name! You really mean a lot to me Cass, so why would you do this to me??
 

So at this point my face was completely like =O ‘What the F**k?’ Then i looked at my name and was like ‘OH S**T!!!’
I hadn’t realised my name was ‘ xx.Cass<3’s Derry Forever!..xxx’. It was like the names you had in like 6th Grade! (which by the way was when i think i was last on my mums computer!) Derry was my ‘Boyfriend’ In grade 6. Now i strongly dislike him. Anyways…

                                                                                          

I felt so bad. Iknew i had to try and explain to him what happened. Which may i add was very hard because he:
1) He said F**k You then Cass!
2) He Blocked Me.

I had to write to him  on myspace telling him what happened.. He unblocked me. But you know what guys are like.. They can never admit to being wrong. So alli got out of him was ‘Well. Sorry your name shouldn’t have been that!’ Typical.

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Then he changed the subject and told me he couldn’t wait to see me! (*BIG SIGH* omg.) Yeah. I am going to England for a holiday in October! YAY!

Well i have to do some homework. But for history i have no idea what we have to do! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. *cough* Sofy help.

September 19th 2007 AMu11u0930 26, 2007

Im at school. In study hall. Bored. I have finished all my homework and i knew that we could get on here so i thought.. Well why not? Im listening to a really cool English ´British´song. Jose Vanders: Faces going places.
I find it so calming listening to a person singing in a British accent because nowa days you always hear people singing with an American accent. And being completely honest that annoys the hell out of me!
Im looking down at my fingers thining what to write then i realise i have one hand where my nails are all long and the other where they are all short and broken! How does that happen? Ahaha
I wish they would let us on myspace because i need to change a few MAJOR things my sister has added. Like a picture of someone giving themself an imagainary blowjob and the mood set as ´Horney´God i hate that girl.

Its almost lunch time now. 10 minutes. I am absolutley ravenest. I hope that it is something good. Mmm i feel like sushi or Yakisoba (i dont know how to spell it). God i love Chinese and Japanese Food! I need to go there again sometime.
Mental note: Sushi ( i just wrote sushit!) is good in HongKong.

5 Minutes to go. Im getting hungry even thinking about it. =/

Ooo I went to the movies the other day and watched the new Bourne Identity/Supremicy… Movie. It was Sooooooooooooooo good.

Matt Damon is so hot. I was watching it woth my mum and i leaned over to her and wispered `hes a bit alright! i would´ She said yeah mee to. And my stepdad was like Eh?

Ahahahahahahhahahaaaaa.

Right time to go. Fooooooooooooooooooooooood Here i come.

I can order a drink and food in Portruguese. YAY ME!
Im learning.
Bye xxxx

September 17th 2007 PMu10u5030 26, 2007

Hey guys.Yes, I know I wasn’t at school today. I was sick. Also certain parts of my body thought it was the right time to piss me off ¬¬Grr.
It was also my best friend’s birthday today, so as you can imagine I was feeling rather upset. But I am fully better now and will be in school tomorrow. Especially so I don’t make Sofy worried. Ahaha Im off to bed now guys.Sweet Dreams :]

September 14th 2007 PMu6u5430 26, 2007

Well today…Was bad. Very bad.
Lets start from the beginning.I stayed up speaking to my boyfriend, Michael.  We had a nice chat to catch up on our lives a bit. Talked about the most randomest things in the world… like why Ronald McDonalds shoes are Red. Wtf? It was nice to speak to him for more than like 10 minutes. Then he had to go to school so I decided to go to bed. (At this point it was 4am and I had to wake up in 2 hours)When I got up to go to school I was so EFFING tired. I shouted at my sister because she was being a bitch and I was NOT in the mood for her pathetic games. In fact, I was in a mood. It was blatantly going to be a hard day ahead of me. I was right.
 

First period.  Advisory. Initial thoughts: Yay. I can listen to Miss Coggio and rest at the same time.
                         Bad thought. It was a really good idea. I have been in one or more of those      situations… But that’s another story.

Then in science. Me and Sofy had and argument with Alvy. We sent some nasty emails to each other. That was a bad idea. We ended up ignoring each other. But I don’t want to get into it.

END OF SCHOOL!

Thank God its Friday is all I can say.
15 days until the trip. I really need to go shopping to get some things. Saturday I think im going. Hopefully : ]
Then I go to England on the 17^th of October. I can see Michael YAY!
I seriously cannot wait. I miss the food and shops sooooooooo much. Oh and my friends (hehe).
I have just realized I haven’t wrote about Brazil yet… Well Brazil… What can I possibly say? It is absolutely beautiful here. I haven’t seen much of the country but Rio Is Gorgeous! I love the beaches here! And the weather. I don’t like the American accent though . No offence to the American accent speaking people. My British accent is rapidly disintegrating.  Unfortunately. I miss hearing the British accent around me.
Oh well. That will change in October x]
I’m going now. Catch up on some Zzzz’s
Night

September 6th 2007 PMu8u2930 26, 2007

Well today it was half day. Yay. Most of this week i have been feeling really upset. Mainly because its my best friend Katie’s Birthday on the 17th and its the first ever birthday i have missed of hers. Also because i am feeling rather homesick. Thank God my friends hve been here to cheer me up (even though they didnt know they were). Sofy has cheered me up by showing me pictures of Steven Cojo-something. hahah. Please search ’IT’ on google! Im not even joking i was in fits of laughter when i was ‘IT’. I am going to England in 6weeks. I cant wait. I think its going to be good for me, to kind of ease my homesickness. Im glad i have my cat Tiger. When i get upset i just put in my ipod, snuggle up to her on my bed and get stuck into a good book.
Is anyone else feeling liek we have been getting too much homework lately? Honestly. We have got sooo much that my brain has gone into OVERLOAD! The things i most look foward to in the week is sleeping and Miss C’s Shakespeare Class. I love reading shakespeare. Even though i cant understand it before it functions in my brain (usually taking about 3 minutes) i really enjoy reading it.
Just to top everything off, i got the worst EVER grade in Science. I was doing so well until the last test. Im sure if he checked my science reviews that would help.
Right im going to go make myself a EXTRA-STRONG coffee and sit and read my book.
Im feeling rather aggitated at the moment. I have these bugs that crawl on my bed. Its like going on a killing spree. I HATE BUGS the little assholes! Grrrrr!
If someone even breathes near me i think i could possibly yell some X-rated words at them…
If Anyone wants to try and make me feel better Drop me a comment. Thanks.
Goodnight.
P.S. Thanks Miss C For that awesome website.
CHECK OUT www.theonion.com! It is the funniest thing i have ever seen!